At times when im being left alone
usually at night
and usually when im unoccupied with stuffs
i start to reminiscence the past
when i recalled those happy memories i giggled and i smiled
for those unhappy ones of course emo and sad (I DUN CRY)
for now...
What ive done in my life for the past 20years (year 2010)
ive pretty much enjoyed my past 20 yrs
studying, having good time with family and friends, getting involved in petanque when i was p6, im pretty much grateful and blessed to have frens im in contact with (from pri sch all da way till poly), living in a house where i dun need to worry so much be it financially family matters, etc
ive been well sheltered and protected
ive got the freedom i want
but sometimes i dunno why
probably human is greedy
i jus find that i miss out some things in life
i dun feel like im getting anything best out of so much things
i agree i have everything but i dun get the best for any of the things
why?
i just cannot understand~
its like there yet not there feeling
phucked up -.-
i think i just need the restart button yet again (o)